China doll

(Gustavo Carpio C)

The sweetest expression.

The sweetest cherish.

Sweetest feel of affection.

Priceless.

So fragile you are, Yet so tough.

Just a figure behind a glass case  

Where you make us mortals think we can’t reach you

Ingredients so pure

 A formula that barely the puppeteer knows

I and only I identify truth from false

Cause I made you

Yes I made you

Such an actress that performs a play

The queen of them all you think you are

But truth lies in your core

Where you cannot run

Where you cannot hide

I emptied your hart

Replaced it by cold porcelain

The end isn’t written

Perhaps one day you’ll be placed at

a graveyard full of stone angels

Be my self

(Gustavo Carpio C.)

Now that the end is near

Now that I love U more than ever

Now that I’ve become one more of the bunch…

For you.

Now is when I would like to run away

Escape from us

Escape from the world.

Worried I am.

Confused is my head.

Escape I can’t.  Just when

You are escaping from my hands

And I want myself back from wherever it might be.

Sinking is this ground we step on

Like it wants to swallow the pain we cause to each other

I don’t want to feel this way

But I don’t want to change just yet

falling I am

And I don’t want it to consume me

I’ll just let it go

I’ll just let it be

I’ll take a bread.

And be myself again. 

Blood

(Gustavo Carpio C.)

The way I feel my lips surrounding you

The experience of my teed peeling your skin

Is it?

The taste of your blood on my tongue

 Does it take you high?  Then…

I’ll take you one bite at a time

I want to be inside of you every way……..

 Every day and night …… Any price……. Forever

Shout….. Scream….. Yell…..

 All Music to my ears

I now possess your essence, you are my possession now.

We’ll become one

Slide your canines in to my neck

Drink it all…… Take it all……. All of it

Does it taste bitter?  Does it taste sweet?

Does it satisfy?

I just want it now…..

I don’t want to wait for you to taste mine or anyone else’s…. blood…

Feed me here, feed me now

Let them watch

Envy must corrupt them

Flavor must persuade

Bodies must seduce

They will approach one way or another.

Shared loneliness

(Gustavo Carpio C.)

Soft rain night.

Unmitigated.

So silent.

No light, yet so bright the shine that begin on us, expanding from us.

Can see it all around, even this, still life rising beside me.

Can’t recognize this sensation….. Perhaps… inside….

I want you to place your nails on my face, and around my back

And thrust them hard against, once and… once and…

Another time…. Again.

Only trust you can perceive the sound of my quiet scream of help

Now numb and irrational, I listen voices.

 Which lessens my all senses?

And confusion invades my head.

That rouse me in to a puzzlement, of hidden collective intellect, we share spontaneously and gently.

Like we want to decompose ourselves in to a big cloud of comfortable understanding

Unifying our thoughts and getting drunk on enthusiastic knowledge we drink from each other.

Gaya

(Gustavo Carpio C.)

Entrego esta sangre como ofrenda…

Entrego esta ofrenda por tu ayuda…

Entrégame tu ayuda en gratitud…

En gratitud arranca esta vida.

Vida que en forma de rio entrego…

Entrego para paz tener…

Paz para descansar…

Descansar para en libertad, nueva vida en tu ser brotar… 

Disolución

(Gustavo Carpio C.)

No lloro de tristeza….

No lloro de alegría…

Aunque, es más tristeza que alegría…

Es una revoltijo de emociones licuadas en mi pecho donde hoy ya no albergo mas el corazón…

En su lugar un ladrillo.

En su lugar, es la risa, es el llanto, es la calma, es la tormenta, es la soledad la que me inquieta…

Y el sabor de tu piel lo que cautivo he mantenido…